home is where the beach is

home is where the beach is

6.16.2011

be sure of what you're fighting for

hold on to what means the most to you

create your own path

don't take life too seriously, it starts over every day.

find something to believe in and then give it your whole heart.

want something.

figure yourself out.

work hard, it always pays off.


let l<3ve grow.

But you and I now
We can be alright
Just hold on to what we know is true
You and I now
Though it's cold inside
Feel the tide turning

And know that if I knew
All of the answers I would
Not hold them from you'd
Know all the things that i'd know
We told each other, there is no other way


6.12.2011

time to open up

You're guiltless and free 
I hope you take a piece of me with you 
And there's things I'd like to do 
That you don't believe in 
I would like to build something 
But you'll never see it happen 
And there's this burning 
Like there's always been 
I've never been so alone 
And I've...I've never been so alive




Sometimes in the silence, you finally hear everything. 
There's not a more beautiful thing than someone being themself.
Always, just be yourself.



I think people can tell when someone isn't being real. Eventually, the mask will fade and your true colors will start to bleed through. I also thing it's really important to embrace life. Take advantage of all of the opportunities that life throws at you. You never know what you're going to take away from that experience. 

I like being out of my comfort zone, it shows you who you really are.
The things that we're afraid of, are going to show us what we're made of in the end.








6.07.2011

give me a little more you.

Right now,
I want to show me any way you can that you need me like I need you.
Right now, 
I'm feeling sorry for myself because I can't do this alone.
Right now,
I'm too afraid to ask.
Right now, 
I want you to just know.
Right now, 
I need you to give me a little more you.

6.05.2011

34 miles

I told myself to remember this moment.

"Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be, the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want." -Damn you, Grey's Anatomy.

6.03.2011

rewards.

Any one who knows me can attest to this:
Offer me food, I'll say: "Oh! Thanks, but I'm not hungry."
Stick a plate of anything with calories in front of me and it's gone in a matter of minutes. 


Everyone always wants what is handed to them, it's so much easier to accept when you don't have to ask for it. 


Thats my freaking problem. It's so much easier to accept what is right in front of you. It's the willingness that the presenter has that is so flattering. You didn't have to ask them to do what they do, they just do it.


I understand suffering, I understand why we suffer. We suffer because suffering bring perseverance and with perseverance comes hope. But, what's the point of making someone suffer when they have nothing left to gain from this life? What's the point of keeping them hanging on. They are confused, can't speak, can't use there sensory system, can't recognize their family members, they are suffering. Why? 


Just let her go.

6.02.2011

don't let me let you go






I'm still.
I'm too still.


I've predetermined everything thats going to happen before it happens, based on past experiences. Can I just say, FUCK past experiences?? Why is it so hard for me to accept something brand new? I can never just let something be new, I turn it old so fast. 


Oh, Brother. 


I wish I didn't disconnect myself, I wish you were around to know that this is when I need you to pull me back. I miss you. It's starting to get easy, too easy. I can feel myself about to be hurt and I run. 


Me & You, We need a breath of fresh air. 



For the record, I'm sorry i've been replacing you.