don't let me let you go

I'm still.
I'm too still.


I've predetermined everything thats going to happen before it happens, based on past experiences. Can I just say, FUCK past experiences?? Why is it so hard for me to accept something brand new? I can never just let something be new, I turn it old so fast. 


Oh, Brother. 


I wish I didn't disconnect myself, I wish you were around to know that this is when I need you to pull me back. I miss you. It's starting to get easy, too easy. I can feel myself about to be hurt and I run. 

Me & You, We need a breath of fresh air. 

For the record, I'm sorry i've been replacing you.