all we ever do

"Now I'm sitting here in disbelief

At how it truly broke my heart to have to watch her leave
But she was torn between what she wants and what she needs
They say you love someone enough you gotta set them free
See she was born to leave this town behind
Knew the truth but still she looked me in the eyes and lied
Saying it's time to cut the ties
Time to say goodbye, so she left
But she never never left my, never never left my mind"


I'm so sorry.

I think it feels good to be appreciated,

Lately, I've been trying to give people the same feeling.

I am ok, 

I am going to be alright, 

everything is going to work out fine,

Just like usual.

This may sound extremely weird,

but I was watching this spider in the shower this morning.

Every part of its body benefits the other, every movement it made was so precise and perfect. 

It cracks me up that some people's initial instincts are to squish the hell out of these creatures. I think I was too tired for it to really click what I was staring at. (haha)

Anyway, it just made me think of how everything works in our lives, no matter how super super crappy they are at the moment.

Every part of our lives are to benefit the other. 

One day, it will all come together,

I really believe that.