home is where the beach is

home is where the beach is

4.11.2013

I love the natural days...
the days I can let my hair air dry and don't have to put on any makeup.
I love having the windows down and the music up.

I love not wearing real shoes and walking around in my bathing suit.
I love the smell of the fresh air in the house,
being dirty from playing outside all day,

Simple...
I love those kind of days.




threw my hands in the air said "show me something"
he said "if you dare, then come a little closer..."

'round and 'round and 'round and 'round we go

not really sure how to feel about it...
something in the way you move,
makes me feel like i can't live without you...
it takes me all the way.

I want you to stay.




In colorado we talked about me making more decisions that make me happy. 
We talked about learning to be more decisive and clear about what we want..

But first, 
I had to find out what it was I did want.

I don't get what I want because I don't ask for it,
which eventually just makes me feel depressed... 
and sadly, less of a person. 

It has come to my attention that I can say what I want to people and they'll still love me! 
it's a miracle! 

...No but seriously. I didn't know before. 
I'm a pretty go-with-the-flow type person, 
problem is, I ending up getting lost in it. 

Sometimes, I would just rather the other person be happy, 
I think I like the feeling of sacrificing my hapiness for someone else's. 

Day by day, 
i'm working on it!