what I never knew I needed

The Fray's new album "Scars and Stories" describes my life right now. 
It's always refreshing when that happens; when you find that someone out there can describe how you feel, because you know you never can.

I wish I could kiss your scars tonight.

"You've done enough my child, 

now it's time to be still."

How many times does a person have to be 

renewed in order to be restored?

Because, I feel like this is a long, twisted road.

For the first time in a long time, 

I'm homesick.

I think i've always underestimated the feeling of unconditional love when i've been surrounded by it.

Now my heart yearns for it, it yearns for that comfort only those people can give you. Only that kind of love is powerful enough to get me right back where I need to be. That kind of love always amplifies the greatest parts of you, sometimes we need to be reminded of those things. That kind of love is the love that you know is never going away. It will follow you for the rest of your life.

It's time.

I wanna return but all you will do is turn to leave
If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?
I've been gone so long
I can barely say
All I know is now I want to stay
Has it been too long since I went away?
Cause I'm trying to find the words but I can barely say...

head full of doubt

Your heart is your own.
No one can tell you what it says,
no one can tell you what if feels like. 


Your heart is yours,
only yours. 

"Life makes love look hard"
You know what you want,
don't let people or events manipulate your feelings. 
don't be persuaded, don't give in.










this is 2012.

it's

a

certain

kind

of

lonely.