the thrill of believing in the unbelievable

I believe in:
-feeling alive
-great breakfast
-conversations that change your life
-when the stars go blue
-angels
-music that makes you feel damn good
-your smile
-the broken-heart disease
-change
-tradition
-going the distance
-us

underneath the willow tree

It's been almost a month since i've posted anything, everyone knows i've been sorta distracted. :)


What is the greatest thing about life to you? What do you look for every day to keep you going? I think for me..I try to see a little bit of me in everyone. I think thats my favorite part about life, because in the end, there is a little bit of us in everyone else. Find that something..its life changing.


I've been thinking a lot about people and relationships. Everyone is so unique and different. We aren't all made to get along with one another, or even like each other. So, when you feel that "click" with someone, it's natural to want to hang on to that for dear life. It just makes me look at the people i'm closest to and wonder what it is in them that I'm attracted to. Most of the time, I'm attracted to something they have that I don't. My friends complete me, I wouldn't trade them for anything. 


Another great thing about life is the chances it gives us. And just knowing that you have a choice. How fleeting that freedom is is kinda scary. We are adults, we have choices. We can travel the world, we can stand still. We can do anything we want. It really inspires me when people take advantage of those chances. The people that grab it with both hands and run with it. The people that live right now, the people that do what makes them happy. I've been doing a lot of this...this grabbing things with both hands and running thing..

Sometimes it scares me

Sometimes it takes my breath away

Sometimes it stops me where i'm standing

Sometimes both feet are off the ground

Sometimes it keeps me awake

Sometimes it feels right

Sometimes it feels so wrong

Sometimes it makes me wonder

Sometimes it leaves me speechless

Above anything else,

it makes me happy.

I thought I knew happy before I knew you.

It takes a lot of faith to want something everlasting,

especially after seeing it fail.

What's the point of faith if we don't ever try?

"Wake up naked drinking coffee,
Making plans to change the world
While the world is changing us...
It was good good love.
We used to laugh under the covers
Maybe not so often now
The way I used to laugh with you
Was loud and hard

Stay or leave
I want you not to go
But you should
It was good as good goes
Stay or leave
I want you not to go
But you did."